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x2why do I do this to myself
x2why do I do this to myself
I don't think it's as simple as being reminded of Yuzu, it was her realisation that she is growing up and her memory of Yuzu is frozen in time. The Yuzu she was being reminded of isn't how Yuzu would have been, had they grown up together. Sacchan realises that she is growing up alone, without Yuzu, while Yuzu will never grow up. She realises that despite having grown up together, she has grown apart from the Yuzu that exists in her memories; and there's nothing that can change that, no matter how much she wants to remain friends with that memory.So Sacchan couldn't cry because she couldn't process that Yuzu was gone. But seeing Tanuki Yuzu playing around reminded her of how much she missed Yuzu, and now she can freely cry now. While Tanuki Yuzu isn't Yuzu, she's probably friendly enough to still be a good friend to Sacchan.
Man, the feelings in this chapter is so good. I really feel for Sacchan.
I guess Kouhei and Nana called Kinako because Yuzu went missing? I hope this doesn't mean something bad will happen.
Oh, that's a very painful realization.I don't think it's as simple as being reminded of Yuzu, it was her realisation that she is growing up and her memory of Yuzu is frozen in time. The Yuzu she was being reminded of isn't how Yuzu would have been, had they grown up together. Sacchan realises that she is growing up alone, without Yuzu, while Yuzu will never grow up. She realises that despite having grown up together, she has grown apart from the Yuzu that exists in her memories; and there's nothing that can change that, no matter how much she wants to remain friends with that memory.
This manga has a way of dealing with grief without it ever being morbid, and I love it for that.