It's a sad thing to say, but I'm in the pretty much the same spot as Abazure-san's. I'm not quite self-destructing myself, or at least not that much. But I am living apathetically. It's getting harder to get engaged and creative for the sake of this world. It's getting harder to sympathize with other people, even when I'm really good in my empathy.
I have a handful of good friends, each with their own life and difficulties. While I'm always grateful for them, the world still feels lonelier on every passing day. It was as if I can feel the shrinking world around me.
It's far from hopeless, yes. But I do need to think more about it later tonight.
Food for thoughts. Thank you, dear author.