man, i could never do this. imagine going to a shack in buttfuck nowhere full of fashionable people who look like they're just there as a job, dressed up like a receptionist, seemingly looking down upon you. you go there to release your feelings to a girl who you just saw somehow fly and she goes with you to a room that nobody there has seen, only for her to not say a word and seemingly teleport away from you. sentencing you to be alone. you just to leave that supposed special room even worse than before, the receptionist-looking fuckers just staring at you. i would be so mentally shit i would imagine them disgusted and retching from my presence. i haven't read past this and i'm scared to. i'm sweating bullets, having trouble breathing, and my chest hurts just from imagining this happening to me. for such a "sacred" place portrayed in this manga, it really sucks.