god, a "Bang!" moment hasn't hurt me that bad since Power back in Part 1, Asa's internal conflict on whether or not she deserves to live has been ongoing since the first chapter of this part so seeing her so ready to throw it all away here was a Lot
unfortunately for Asa, she tried to ask a hero to let her die. Had me thinking back to the "Save the Asa" chapter (ch127 I think?) where Denji reached his hand out to her and explained that in spite of everything he did, he could keep moving forward because he had something to look forward to... idk if it's still Pochita or Denji in control right now but I hope they can give Asa that bit of hope one more time while dealing with Yoru