@ShadowReinhardt no its not just you,
It really is a bit hard to follow...
I like the story but due to the lacking translation I'm thinking of switching to the novel.
The setting is certainly interesting but the fact that she can't even talk freely is just too much for me.
In a game that's alright cause not changeable but in 'reality' its unbearable for me.
So sadly I had to drop it...