They dive into Roxy's thoughts way deeper here then the anime did, these are the types of details that need to exist for the manga to stay relevant lol
for those unaware, the story is at chapter 174 but all chapters after a certain point got completely deleted by the author for his volume release and he still only keeps 3 chapters up at a time officially, within 10 chapters from now they get REALLY close lol
as far as he's concerned he's never lied and nothing he's told Rudy to do has ended up hurting him, won't spoil anything but he couldn't predict Orsted at all, and he's truly a omniscient being who could turn on Rudy if he doesn't follow him. If you wanna start bickering and going against a God...
bet you turn blind eye to stuff like MHA or Nagatoro tho since its not a reincarnation, just sexualized children, you could also just not take fantasy so serious and live in reality lmao