I see that he is trying to do better but fuck it hurts to see, she is a child that has had a chain of traumatic events happen back to back.
She will literally do anything that she thinks will make him love her as his daughter, she is desperate to feel safe.
I fear that she will hurt herself in...
I think it is mostly that he had let himself go, he had lost his stamina because he didn't really do anything other than work, he indulged in sweets and alcohol which made his condition worse.
Like he seems like he was always tired and didn't really do much at home, I imagine that sex was...
I think he is fully aware of his confession but doesn't expect her to like him, because she likes her childhood friend, so he already saw himself as loosing.
It is honestly so much more brutal here, because she is trying to vocalize but can't, and also seeing Paul's corpse overlapping with Zenith in her Vegetative state is so fucking raw and harsh
I honestly really liked it a lot too, and that ending was just peak, I feel a lot of people misunderstand BDSM as it just being sex and kink, but to me at the very least it is ultimately about acts of service.
Like you can tell at the end how they are used to those little acts of service for...
I very much so want to go read the Light Novel now, it is sad it got cut so short, the manga was great and honestly I feel it could have been a great anime adaptation one day
It really isn't a dream world, this is his world, he was born in that simulation and ultimate like was said the simulacra of people that inhabit his earth are basically human, they are basically recognised as human by the AI limitation algorithms, thus him being able to operate inbound he is...
Yeah but that is survivor's guilt for ya, it doesn't have to make sense it just is, and he has been living with it all this time.
He has been trying to figure out how he could have saved her, basically living in that day forever, it is really sad and depressing because he did as much as he...
Ok in defence of You, Tami was his first girlfriend and they were kind of serious too at least from his pov.
Then suddenly after a trip she dumps him and ghosts him, I know first hand what it feels like to be in that situation, she never directly broke up with him or told him goodbye.
You know...
I don't think she deserves that, ultimately it was people in positions of authority framing him.
Using their position and credibility to paint him as a criminal, she likely was super confused, like "Oh god, did he actually do that?"
A part of her was likely scared that it would actually be...
Because she was starting to talk badly about herself and pushing the limits of their play.
He loves her so he didn't want to keep going if she was going to talk badly about herself, he enjoys when they are engaged in BDSM play.
He has way more social leverage than he thinks he basically can hold everyone by the balls because they all mostly rely on his notes because they are easy to understand