At this point im just like "aight he clearly doesnt want to live and obviously doesnt care about the people he is hurting with his actions, so let it happen and get a new mc."
Oh hey look its that thing...shit what was it called...OH RIGHT! A bad author that thinks theres absolutely no gray areas in between wronging someone and forgiveness because they are so terrible at writing they cant do emotions other than the extremes so they fall back on the mc being a doormat...