I found this chapter more interesting in how it depicts the raw perverseness and nuance regarding transvestite crossdressing fetishists. You rarely ever see it from self a aware lense. It's probably one of my favorites so far.
Him forming a crossdressing fetish from a sense of inadequacy and "failure" as a man, how he associates eroticism, humiliation, deviance associated with femininity and being a woman because of that. Because, whether he admits or not he subconsciously views women as weaker, lower, and lesser therefore it is more humiliating to be a woman. The other crossdresser's severe mix of envy, delusion, and narcissism that derives from turning girl-hood, femininity and "being a woman" into not only an object to own and use self-servingly but an objective to achieve and surpass, therefore making him believe he's inherently ""better"" because he's performing his fetish to his own perceptions and fetishistic standards of women and femininity. It's way too true to real life.
I really wish we got more realistic depictions like this in manga that has transvestic crosdressing as a fetish as the main theme! I want to see how this author tackles fetishes like masochism or sadism, or things like feet, age-players, or adipophiliacs.