This chapter made me realize how much I loved a certain character from a game, Lemuen from arknights. It's not really relevant to the chapter but I guess this chapter really made the dam burst. Love can really drive us crazy huh....I don't mind being called a mad man for getting so attached to fictional character, but I guess there's just something about her that made me fall for her...even if I know she's a fictional character. Longing is what this feeling is called...and I have been feeling overwhelmed by it for some time until this chapter made me let out all my emotions by crying....