Aisai no Ura Aka

[janakete]

Not what i meant, actually. I meant that she omitted Misato( who was the reason she started dating Iwabuchi to begin with) and Shiratori( who admitted he did not sleep with her, but said she was somewhat famous on the Ura Aka scene) from her account.

This chapter really reinforced what i wanted to convey: that Rika showed a very "moe-moe-kyun" personality, only caring about her love plan, but omitting the nuances around it, all in which she's a cold, ruthless manipulator. This is exactly the missing piece we're after.

Hmm If that what you mean, if we look back this author not trully care about that thing detail. And now almost 98% what we want to know about Rika has been revealed.

But man... i think, after this trouble she is will be not fooling around again. But when she push Sousuke to bed and said i love you ilove you so much she also told she will always love him even after giving birth and embraced with another man, so that mean even after this she will be sleep with other men again, she can't be helped. Author trully made Rika how bad possible in the end. I trully curious how Rika will be excuted to made this series has satisfying ending.

 

[Jhon1617]

Hmm If that what you mean, if we look back this author not trully care about that thing detail. And now almost 98% what we want to know about Rika has been revealed.

But man... i think, after this trouble she is will be not fooling around again. But when she push Sousuke to bed and said i love you ilove you so much she also told she will always love him even after giving birth and embraced with another man, so that mean even after this she will be sleep with other men again, she can't be helped. Author trully made Rika how bad possible in the end. I trully curious how Rika will be excuted to made this series has satisfying ending.

Rika told Sousuke that she's had sex with many men, including Shingo, that she's come and gotten excited many times, but that despite that, she'll still love him 😂 What a slut

 

[Kalimaman]

Hmm If that what you mean, if we look back this author not trully care about that thing detail. And now almost 98% what we want to know about Rika has been revealed.

But man... i think, after this trouble she is will be not fooling around again. But when she push Sousuke to bed and said i love you ilove you so much she also told she will always love him even after giving birth and embraced with another man, so that mean even after this she will be sleep with other men again, she can't be helped. Author trully made Rika how bad possible in the end. I trully curious how Rika will be excuted to made this series has satisfying ending.

But don't you think this, unless on purpose, was a big mistake? Somewhat, even an insult to the reader?

Shiratori's business is OK, i understand her not putting it into the account.
But Misato appeared to us rather shady in chapter 63. And all the way from 66 to 73, we learned she was blackmailed into prostitution( thanks to Rika), almost did a sex video with Sousuke because of it, and how much scared of Rika and Iwabuchi she was because of it.

Add that to Chapter 99, with Iwabuchi's flashback, in which Rika talks to him( albeit indirectly) about Misato. And how this was the start of their relationship. Heck, during 102, she even talked emotionally about being disowned, but talked lightly about the reason itself.

That's the point: the account is simply her view on things, not her side of things. She omitted too much and is playing "cutey wife"( just like in chapter 1) to make us forget everything she did. But luckily, in today's chapter, Sousuke addressed the Momonga, the PTA, sports event, happening bar and the onsen trip, so even he acknowledged that it's impossible to let it go.

 

[Jordarr4332]

I'm gotten what I wanted from Rika and Sousuke's conversation. not as meaningful or substantial as I'd have like but now I'm hoping for a ridiculous messed up ending I don't think a story like this should have a neat satisfactory ending

 

[grabodor]

So what do you guys think will happen to Rika ?

One option has been eliminated, death/harm herself. But if she became whore and more more craving for sex with various men after this, it not good ending for me. Hanime or hentai manga, doujin with ntr genre, usually has ending like this btw 😑

i think rika will try to find another man like sousuke after the divorce. she will slept with many man but she can't find one because of her obsession to sousuke. or maybe she'll end up in jail. who knows? author can still try to milk his manga.

 

[XiaoNate]

 

[Wyrm666]

Welp, some time ago I was wondering why Sousuke was so adamant in pursuing Rika to this extent. A plain divorce on grounds of abandonment would be enough and he would even get custody of Shiho.

Rika would've come running! So we have an adventure that is kinda pointless. Meaning, Sousuke doesn't have any new information that is game changing, just that his suspicions were right.

As for "love", I wonder what "love" means to Rika. Heck, I wonder what "love" means to the mangaka. People use the word love to describe intense feelings of desire and/or possession towards someone but also to describe feelings of protection and care towards others.

Feeling "in love" is largely one sided, you fall in love and desire someone who you barely know but you "love" someone you cherish and whose happiness is as important, if not more, than yours.

Rika is selfish, her love is about what she wants/needs from Sousuke regardless of him being happy or not. That is actually credible. But it feels kinda pointless for everyone involved to have jumped through all these hoops just to have a conversation that could've taken place right after the first arc.

 

[Kalimaman]

103 Summary

Spoiler

• Rika switches to a tender, moe-like persona, glowing. In her thoughts, she's relieved that Sousuke found her secret account, which records her true intentions. She asks for everyone( poetically, not physically) to look, as it's their happy ending. Then she talks to Sousuke about how she's carrying his child, loves only him, and if he doesn't love her, she'll rather die, so it's irrational to cast her aside;
• Further, she asks him to let himself go and admit his body only responds to her and honestly admit...that they're both in love with each other. She says for him to not worry, as she'll remain the same. Meaning: even if she bears a child, or is embraced by other men, she'll still continue to love only him;
• As she pushes him into the bed, she apologizes for sleeping with a lot of bald men, just like Mori Shingo. She apologizes for sleeping with other men after getting married. She apologizes for sometimes getting carried away with the pleasure. She notices his erection and says he can only get hard to her. She says she's so happy she could lose her mind, and proceeds to keep saying she loves him much, over over...while the door is being unlocked;
• Rika asks what's she gonna do so late...to their visitor, Akiba-sensei. She algo proceeds to say the medicine should still be in effect, but Akiba is too tough...which is starting to get on her nerves. Akiba reply by saing intimidation won't work on her, and she doesn't acknowledge Rika. Rika directly counters by saying she's the wife, so she's the one who should not acknowledge the other, and asks Sousuke to say it as well. Sousuke apologizes;
• Rika boasts about how Sousuke says he's sorry, and further adds that Akiba should just leave back to the guy who bought her( Pigman). It's just the two of them( Sousuke and Rika) there, so Akiba really should hurry back to the guy...but Sousuke follows with apologizing to Rika;
• He has no intention of changing his mind about the divorce;
• Rika asks why what sort of joke is that, to which he replies it's no joke, he can't work things around with her. Rika proceeds to say she( and not Akiba) made him hard, so that means she loves her. Sousuke proceeds with saying that, her values lie on these things, but his heart isn't there. He admits that maybe he haven't truly let go of her feelings for her...
• However, ever since finding out about Momonga channel, he has been consumed by despair and excitement. Even when going out to drink, sports day, and even at the happening bar, jealousy and hatred towards Rika kept growing and swirling. But now, things are a little different. On the day of the school trip, when he felt like he was dying, Akiba sensei melted his heart, and taught him a gentle, loving kindness. He was drawn to Akiba more than to Rika;
• Rika becomes enraged and proceeds to ask him what's he planning? Abandoning her? What about the baby? Without Sousuke, she'll die...But Sousuke calmly tells her he's prepared to take care of the child, and adds that it's not a good idea for them to raise it together.( Rika begins to get scared) He continues by saying that people who hurt others for the sake of love can never become good parents;
• He proceeds by saying her statement of dying if not loved is not the case. She's so arrogant, that one who hurts the others without a second thought could never possibly hurt herself, leaving her speechless. She then says he can't get hard with Akiba;
• Sousuke answers that, too, is a lie. He proceeds by saying that, even if he say he can't get an erection unless it's a netorare scenario, that doesn't necessarily mean he's looking for something that extreme. What killed his mood in the venue was that it was too intense, and he prefers something milder, a NTR that's just right for him. Rika doesn't understand;
• He proceeds to say that it's a proven fact that he can get excited over Akiba-sensei. He explains that, in the spa trip, in order to lure Shingo Mori, they pretended a secret rendezvous. But on that moment, his emotions surged and, at that time, even if just for a bit...it penetrated;
• Chapter ends with Rima screaming "PENETRATED...?!"

 

[grabodor]

It would be funny if, in the next chapter, Rika asked Sousuke to prove it—leading Sousuke and Akiba to having lovey dovey sex right in front of her (since there’s a bed there)—so that Rika would finally learn what it feels like to be cheated on.

 

[Jordarr4332]

It would be funny if, in the next chapter, Rika asked Sousuke to prove it—leading Sousuke and Akiba to having lovey dovey sex right in front of her (since there’s a bed there)—so that Rika would finally learn what it feels like to be cheated on.

Then Rika develops a really warped cuck fetish

 

[YossyNova]

It would be funny if, in the next chapter, Rika asked Sousuke to prove it—leading Sousuke and Akiba to having lovey dovey sex right in front of her (since there’s a bed there)—so that Rika would finally learn what it feels like to be cheated on.

This could also be the karma punishment the author could use to destroy Rika's Pride. Which would also display an emotion we have yet to see on Rika. Rage.

 

[CallMeMForr]

I want to start with the fact that Soske doesn't have erectile disfunction, but he has demisexuality. These are completely different things. Most likely, Rika guessed that Sosuke was demisexual, and she decided to prove it. The problem of demosexuality is that a man can't have sex with anyone else except the one he loves, and there's no way to fix it. If you force a demosexual to have sex with someone else with the help of drugs or by deception, he will only get psychological trauma. Cuckold fetish is a common phenomenon for a demosexual. You can say that Soska had an erection on Akiba, but it happened only because Akiba started talking about NTR, and Soska projected Rika’s image on her. You can not harbour false hopes that Soska and Akiba will be together, they won't succeed... Soske will either stay with Rika or be alone. If a demisexualʼs woman dies or goes to another man, the demisexual will remain alone for the rest of his life.

the fuck is u talking about dawg
"cuckhold fetish"
these commenters in this thread be having multiple paragraph long discussions about the plot
MY WIGGA IN CHRIST!!! IT'S JUST FETISH CONTENT!!! IT"S NOT THAT DEEP!
WANT A TOP TIER STORY WITH SEXUAL UNDERTONES??
GO READ BLOOD ON THE TRACKS OR SOME SHIEEET

 

[UdenEmpati]

It'd be a farce of an ending, but I do think Sousuke & Akiba fucking on the bed in front of Rika would be about the funniest possible climax to the ongoing arc. Rika getting mindbroken by watching "the love of her life" giving her the exact treatment she's been giving him over the last 101 chapters would certainly be a nice little bow to tie it all off.
If I had to guess (and if @Kalimaman is correct on how close we are to an ending), then Sousuke will divorce Rika, take custody of Shion, get together with Akiba (who will become Shion's new mom), and Rika will either disappear into the sunset chasing her delusions of what "true love" is, or will go absolutely insane and end up being arrested after she tries to murder Akiba or something.

If Rika does try to replace Sousuke, I do think a true bit of karmic balance would be her seeking what she was convinced she had with him, sleeping with person and person, but realizing that she was the one who needed Sousuke, and not the other way around. That it wasn't him who "could only get hard for her", but that she needed his normalcy and steadfast presence in her life to actually have any happiness at all.
That would at least fully reverse Rika's position with Sousuke's as it's been since the first chapter, in my mind. Sousuke finds his happiness in Akiba and Shion as a "normal family", and Rika—for all her money, business success, and sexual freedom—realizes that she really sought what Sousuke gave her, but now has forever lost it due to her own actions and misguided certainty she knew best.

 

[Kalimaman]

By the way, some notes and nitpicks about 103, which i forgot to post earlier:

- As much as Rika's "love-dovey moe-moe-kyun" glowing in chapter 103 had some impact, it seems my idea was right in the head. Akiba loves Sousuke for who he is. Meanwhile, Rika objectifies Sousuke and loves his role in her plan. During chapter 102 and 103, aside from her blushing due to seeing him struggling to try and talk to her in their high school years, Rika never acknowledged anything that she likes about Sousuke( as opposed to Akiba on chapter 96). From saying things such as "i'm pregnant with your child, but only love you, so why cast me aside", Rika is clearling stating she loves what she wants for her, not as a person, but as a symbol.

- Akiba really entered their room by sliding a card through the lock. During chapter 100, Sousuke did not lock the door, Misato closed it and stayed outside. I wonder why didn't he just let Misato have the key to the room, and tried to enter if something went wrong. But anyway, we may close the topic about how this Luxury hotel has the worst security ever. People enter through means unknow and go to the main event room, people climb the building, the security has lost to a teacher with a stun gun and a woman with a knife, doors open by the oldest trick of sliding cards through the locks from the outside...worst security ever.

- I've been hitting it from a while ago, but the missing piece of Rika's puzzle is making itself the white elephant in the room. The same missing piece that Sousuke talked about after Misato's flashback, during chapter 70. We know about Rika's goal and motivations, but we still don't why did she take such a road. What was the reason for blackmailing Misato and the other women? Was it just to imprint some weight into her choice of making Iwabuchi her lover? But then, even after all that, and starting Momonga, what was the need for advisoring Shiratori?
The only 2 facts about these are that she wins a lot of money and make the people around her( her world) miserable.
So i've been thinking that, when she said "in this boring life, i want to experience the 'ultimate love' at least once", her boredoom comes from the pleasure of making others suffer, either through despair or physically, dissolving too quickly, so she needs a constant "refill" of the dosage. Sousuke loving her by seeing her with other men, but he himself cannot be having sex with other women also helps in this scenario.

 

[janakete]

It'd be a farce of an ending, but I do think Sousuke & Akiba fucking on the bed in front of Rika would be about the funniest possible climax to the ongoing arc. Rika getting mindbroken by watching "the love of her life" giving her the exact treatment she's been giving him over the last 101 chapters would certainly be a nice little bow to tie it all off.
If I had to guess (and if @Kalimaman is correct on how close we are to an ending), then Sousuke will divorce Rika, take custody of Shion, get together with Akiba (who will become Shion's new mom), and Rika will either disappear into the sunset chasing her delusions of what "true love" is, or will go absolutely insane and end up being arrested after she tries to murder Akiba or something.

If Rika does try to replace Sousuke, I do think a true bit of karmic balance would be her seeking what she was convinced she had with him, sleeping with person and person, but realizing that she was the one who needed Sousuke, and not the other way around. That it wasn't him who "could only get hard for her", but that she needed his normalcy and steadfast presence in her life to actually have any happiness at all.
That would at least fully reverse Rika's position with Sousuke's as it's been since the first chapter, in my mind. Sousuke finds his happiness in Akiba and Shion as a "normal family", and Rika—for all her money, business success, and sexual freedom—realizes that she really sought what Sousuke gave her, but now has forever lost it due to her own actions and misguided certainty she knew best.

This my theory, if killing or hurt herself for Rika is eliminated from the ending probability. That several route would be happen to Rika,
1. She is become whore, morality degenerated, maybe become AV star, full time sex streamer or like you said she is sleeping with various man but never feel fullfiled. (This ending ussualy appear on doujin ntr, but i skeptic about this ending because she sleep with other men because her shape of love to Sousuke, without sosouke as her goal it has no meaning)
2. Go back with iwabuchi. This bit flat for the end. But still has a chance.
3. Rika try to kill akiba is also good idea.
4. This my theory, because i think if Rika still have sex with other men after divorce this story still not reach the conclusion. So it would be perfect if she can't have sex again (this is also punishment for her), but if she can't have sex because got disease is bit too extreme, so my theory is she become traumatize about sex or doing evil thing. After i see how Rika expression when she know Sousuke was little bit insert his thing into akiba, it would be good if she learn how the feeling when she is being cheated, She learn the one who ruin the ultimate love/Sousuke love is because herself, she learn because her have sex with other men made she lost the one who trully love her. Also Without Sousuke as her goal the sex become sick for her. So it would be good if she got traumatize about it. Never have sex again, never made a relationship with other again she accept the fate, she open a small bussines like a bar with her money, she never married again and sometime she looking at album or social media when she still with Sousuke and also She look at some photo when sousuke married again with akiba, she smile when she look how happy Sousuke life then, at least we know Rika's love to Sousuke is honest it never fade make it look like a curse for her, but the way she express it with wrong way. So It good conclusion for me.

 

[Kalimaman]

If i had to guess,

• Next chapter will be partially wasted on shallow talk, until Akiba manages to get Sousuke hard;
• Rika Breaks, but instead of being pathetically broken, she reverts to her cold, ruthless persona;
• She explains her side of things within 2 chapters;
• This ends with the plot twist that Akiba enterred the room fully clothed just to hide a recorder and get evidence of everything Rika has done, that way Sousuke can ensure she doesn't get to have any chance of countering evidence and win guardianship over Shiho and the kid.