I don't know if my presence change anything in this place at all.... I feel like I'm hyperactive but not the kind people would like, so I try to share positivity as much as possible but if I can't be positive myself so what's the point of spreading it to others.....
You don't have to make people happy to justify being around them. And you don't have to be happy yourself to deserve their company.
You can never know if your presence can change anything, so there is no point in pondering over that.
You can't drag yourself with positivity if it doesn't help you, because kindness does cost something every time. So, be kind to yourself first.
You're allowed to have bad days. Just don't mistake those things for being worthless.
And stop earning a place in a place full of slop. Everyone already got one in the forum anyway.