Hang in there - it will get better. 
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Angry_Panda
DavidianMillerian
keep pushing the boulder
you train yourself every moment of your life when you do
and even if it tumbles back to the base of the mountain, you can always try again, but with the knowledge of which slopes to avoid, spots for breaks, and the strength of a dozen other attempts to push the boulder
you train yourself every moment of your life when you do
and even if it tumbles back to the base of the mountain, you can always try again, but with the knowledge of which slopes to avoid, spots for breaks, and the strength of a dozen other attempts to push the boulder