Take some books, laptop or whatever entertainment you have. You'll get bored. If you have any questions i can try to answer.
We'll be cheering for you here.
૮ .×.ა I ain't good with heavy stuff, so this is a bit ramble-y;
I'm not gonna pretend to be some wise old sage with all the answers, but, I know what it's like to be there, to almost kill yourself
I can't really give any deep or perfect advice, i'm no counsellor, but, what did help me when I was close to ending it all, was looking for any reason to keep going, no matter how small, selfish, silly, or dumb it was. ૮.ᆺ. ა