honestly, the reason why I feel being outed for chatting here is because I hate being looked down upon. I've felt like everyone I know saw me as lesser than them in some shape or form. Whether its from taste, looks, anything in between, I've always had a feeling I was below everyone, and everyone knew that. Is it actually true? Probably...?
Either way, even if that doesn't happen my online life as I know it would be over. Part of my online presence outside of here is almost completely on the other side of the moral spectrum, (Not in the MSML-type of side), and if they found out I chat here, I would get exiled simply due to association. I doubt anyone of my online friends will be able to see me in the same way again. After all, to them, I'll just be some weird nobody who hangs out with problematic people.
I don't even read stuff associated to loli's and shota's. I don't think I deserve to belong here.