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This is what happens when you take away the only place I have for doom posting

Children are fucking brutal I doubt they'd hide their real feelings from you while being friends.
Source: I used to be a rude kid.

@solstice258 It's not that they were mean, they were quite "nice", but they probably only did that because they saw me as something lesser than them. The same probably goes for my current classmates, I don't really care about it though, but it's something to think about

@yogurtman250 I'm saying if they looked down on you negatively, they would've told you.
...Y'know what? Whatever. I'm not gonna dispute you anymore. Believe what you want.

Why do you care about people who may or may not have liked you way back then? Focus on spending time with the people who are worth your time. 🤷‍♂️

Most people here pity you probably. I know I do.

@Sahkuh
will I ever meet someone who sees me as a person instead of something to look down upon guess not lmao

@yogurtman250 my brother, you need therapy! Have you ever thought about it?

Thinking about therapy has never done anyone any good. Getting therapy however...

@gimme_yuri_plz I don't really need it, I feel like I'm exaggerating most of this so I'm sorry
maybe i do need to be ignored and exiled

Even if it's exaggerated, it sounds like there are some underlying emotions that keep getting unaddressed. Otherwise there wouldn't be anything to exaggerate in the first place. Talking about these kind of personal things with someone you can trust can help. Whether you pay them (a therapist) or not (a close friend).

will I ever meet someone who sees me as a person instead of something to look down upon guess not lmao

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@yogurtman250
You do understand this kind of attitude you have (aka all this pessimism) is probably half the reason why people look down on you, right? You really need to work on yourself and gain some confidence.

maybe i do need to be ignored and exiled

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You're so flip-floppy about this too. One minute you're so sad when you think Manko has ignored you, and now you want to be ignored by everyone? Which is it?

@BakedBanana To be fair, you can both be sad about something, but also acknowledge that it's for the best (not saying that it is in this case).

It's really nothing. The only thing that should matter is me exaggerating such a thing. I feel like someone who does something like that is a unredeemable pos, since they're taking attention way from the people who actually need help in that situation. Those people should be left alone to rot, as they only really care about attention. I feel like I'm apart of the piece of shit crowd myself, and maybe that's why I act this way

@boursk
The guy just really needs to take a hard look at himself and see what's actually best for him. This kind of mind-set really is not healthy.