@boursk
This isn't the first time I've seen her change her humour so abruptly. She also sometimes expresses herself in a confusing way (?) Hopefully it's just a shitpost!
I only said that, because it read like it was directed at someone and not at everyone on the forum.
That being said, if you know this about yourself and notice that you have trouble with impulse control (like posting stuff like this publicly), then perhaps it would be worth considering to talk to a therapist/psychiatrist. They can really help you out work through issues and/or prescribe stuff that can help you if/when you need it. I hope you do well and take care of yourself. ❤️
If you have these kinds of thoughts frequently, see a therapist.