This is just pain. But this really shows the suffering she had in her first life, with this type of genre, I always shrug off the 'suffering' the main character had in their first life but this manhwa just drives in the fact that her first life was really awful. Stop this pain TT
I do feel bad for the guy but you know, you're just not meant to be together dude. You had reasons and she has responsibilities. It wasn't meant to go well the moment you had to take back your throne