Jfc I'm this close to having a mental breakdown and watching anime and seeing a happy, healthy couple develop isn't helping. Two people getting together and being genuinely happy as I slouch on my couch watching a pixelated screen as I sit there getting fatter by the day...
I need to work out more
There's actually a study which showed that an idea expressed by one person a lot gains the same validity in our minds as an idea expressed by many people once. Interesting nugget to chew on while reading erotica