I never thought I would've read this manga but I got to say , damn it's really something else and also in these chapter I really liked it when at 1st he starts noticing that he is happy but soon reminds himself that it's illusion he created himself
Those who care if she is a virgin or not I can tell you for sure that she was one for ex the banana thing in this ch and kotoka's internal dialogue about becoming adults in the ch where they were in her parents home are some of the few things that prove it...
When the past flashbacks are shown in the latest chapter, I some how can stop thinking how cruel mizuhara really had been , cuz in everyone of the flashbacks in ch 163
she was always screaming at kazuya but damn kazuya , how much of a m is he