I agree. Since you guys are on the subject, do you have any recommendations for this specific type of manga? No harem/reverse harem, childhood friend winning, no baiting, etc.
Sounds to me like you're going through quite a rough patch. I used to think like that. Still do at different times. Now, I could go on and on about the usual: don't give up, tomorrow will be better, you have to think positively, etc.
I was honestly tired of hearing it, so I bet you are too...
It's a monthly release. You can always check it right here: https://www.123hon.com/nova/web-comic/yamiotilastboss/
It usually takes me 1-2 days to release the scanlation