You just a soulless meat puppet.
Try talking to real people.
Not being online 16+ hours a day.
Eating junk food all the time.
As for the manga, I like it 8/10.
They do, most women are like this.
Why do you think "50 shades of grey" is so popular? just read "A Billion Wicked Thoughts"
The important part is to have the HOLY 6
6 feet
6 inches
6 figure