Me too. All the decisions we could've made and the paths we are locked into because of them. Makes you wanan treasure your youth and make the most of it. Even now, I've screwed up interactions with girls and burned bridges I can never rebuild, even as much as I want to.
A tragedy that was no one's fault, but so so painful. Even with the hilariously light hearted ending to the chapter, one can't get rid of the bitter reminder that life is often a succession of misfortunes merely interrupted by glimpses of happiness.