i used to blame ian for his behavior but how can you develop properly with that pedo as a role model?
Im also blaming the maid for her lack of loyalty and integrity to her diseased husband but perhaps she also painfully learned that behavior ?
will i ultimately pity the pedo for his behavior if it was learned ??
when can i hold the doer accountable for their action despite their troubled past? after 18? after 21? Life is fucked up.
is the pedo indulging in his hypothetical trauma or is he fighting back the trauma enough to only give in on the weekends?
i wanna puke