I feel somewhat weird. After outage here forum was not opening, So, I couldn't see anything, and started to feel weird. It turn out the author is updating. I feel empty in on my twitter feed. Without anything on Forum to discuss, I will not be motivated to recolor series, I am motivated to drawing due appreciations only.
Here, I use to follow only one manga, post in only one manga's discussion. Even on x only place I interact and react. I started learning drawing but got drawn to one and one only. Even started to like one character. My fanarts are just that one. I think It's is weird.
Now I look in last 3 months I only colored it, in all free time. I didn't learned new skills in drawing digital arts. I get very less time and spend here. Also, author is not updating chapters, Even seeing other characters is rare, can't speak about my best Girl. She has very less screentime.
I think I should focus on learning skill. I will put learning part before others. So, recoloring has been my all, in these days. I will not stop recoloring but now, I will recolor when I feel for it, not as weekly work.
To be honest, Outdoor coloring is draining my motivations, I am feeling bit exhausted due to it, and due to author's lack of output. I will feel good when I reach school, (I want to skip all those chapters.)