I tried to read this, but I can't. I makes my heart race in a bad way.
My hands, feet and nose get cold, and I realized what it was.
RAGE.
Not the, "I'm going to beat that guy up kind of anger." It's the, "I'm going to destroy your whole bloodline for this shit!", kind of rage.
Not healthy for me, so I think I'll skip NTR. I'm too Alpha for this shit.