So many people that read this don't even understand it. Like how did you even read it this far in. The most fucked up parts where earlier but you stayed till chapter 92 to drop because? Its very unique and that's the beauty of it. It explores extreme Gaslighting, self loathing, psychology and mental health in general. If you hadn't understood that by now, then why'd you read this far? It's unfair to come to the comments looking for actual stuff picked from the chapter and see a bunch of people saying 'wtf is this' or 'this is boring' or 'dropped'.Ffs..