I don't what it is but something in pages 131 to 146 doesn't sit right with me especially page 145. Something about these pages feel artificial or rushed especially page 145. The breast of this chapter was great especially the last page. The message on the last page seems so genuine. The desire to become someone and be acknowledged drove her both to nearly suicide and to it also drove her and will drive her to live. Asparagus acknowledged her Which was also the same time she started to have self doubts about suicide.
