Boi that page 8. Everything is laid out. Do you take it, do you throw it all away for something completely ridiculous?
I thought about this over the week after reading the previous chapter. I could never personally do what Junpei is currently considering - to throw it all away for this single 'spark', even if it is at the very core of his being. It's not like he has been feeling underwhelmed in Oikawa. He never showed a sense of being limited. It's only meeting Blanco that has made him waver so much. It's a hunger. A senseless hunger to push even further beyond. What a wild character.