Why is his self-esteem so low? I can understand other people laughing at him, maybe they don't know about his skills that booster experience and that he was the one who made this party possible. But why does he allow them to mock him(it clearly irks him), he can say a ton of things in his defence( while he himself said he has none). To start with, without him that party wouldn't be where it is now. He handpicked party members(apart from Cross) and made them lvl up at insane speed, their achievements are partly his achievements, as he was the one who made it possible now and then. So, no reasons for him to think about himself so poorly, he carried his party at first. By the way, if he was granting them x2 exp, does it mean they no longer need it or do they consider it less useful than having no weak party members? Also, why didn't Eiga tried to think about his own destined occupation? He can't see it, but he could have tried to deduct it from his skills. Because, if he can't see his skill routes how could he be sure about his prospects.