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The problem is that she's still stuck on the idea that she's supposed to play a role.
Which is actually a very Japanese thing to do.
Conformity.
You do not stray outside the lines delineated by society. You do only what you're supposed to do, nothing more and nothing less.
Please note that this is not to say that it's a healthy mindset. In fact, we've seen more than a few MCs in these mangas where their FUCK ALL THE THINGS attitude makes it obvious that the mangaka/author is absolutely railing against the traditional Japanese societal norms. And the character, Anna, in this manga seems to be a deconstruction of what the typical Japanese mindset will do to a person when they're caught between a rock and a hard place.
She's not gifted with the psychological flexibility to adapt. Adapting is a Western thing. Oriental mindsets can be summed up as "Play the role you've been given or die." And with hardly any room at all for anything else in between.
(Ever wonder why suicide is such a big deal in Asian cultures? Theeeerrrre it is. If you cannot perform your role in society, then you're just in everyone else's way. Time to stop taking up that air that others can be using! Let's go have a date with Train-kun or go hang out with our cool bro, Gravity!)
I'm pretty sure that this is why Anna is practically shitting platinum bricks here. She is absolutely terrified because her role is being rendered moot and invalid, which completely short-circuits her Japanese sensibilities.
In fact, you can even say she is literally having a segfault because she's trying to figure out what to do, but her psyche is blocking out what we would consider sensible options - just like a program trying to access data that does not exist.
She can't think of any way around this because that would mean stepping outside of her role as the main character she's supposed to portray, and she doesn't know what else to do except to either force the scenario, or die trying.
Yes, but also no. Based on spoilers from the LN or WN or whatever this was adapted from:
There's a reason she's so hellbent on trying to get the story to progress as it should/would in the game, even if she has to massively take things off the rails in order to get some of the important parts to come to pass. I won't say more unless asked because even heavily tagged and noted spoilers tend to get people super riled up as if they're getting a gun held to their heads to read them. But it's not simply "Japanese cultural mindset demands conformity to expectations no matter what or how." Maybe that's the reason she believes that the world events need to adhere to the game expectations, or why she might convince herself that it's OK to screw over other people/characters who have found something outside of their assigned roels, but there is an actual and specific thing in play that is driving her choice to try and force herself with the prince instead of Rachel.