Hellper 2 <KillBeros> - Ch. 147
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Super sick chapter. This is another of those chapters where I constantly wonder what actually moves in Gwangnams head. Due his speculated inability to feel emotions.
First he beinng ice cold to Deukchun’s injuries is reasonable from him. Thoy have both been beaten inch of their life in orphange so this is nothing new. But Gwangnam displaying indifference so bluntly front of others is kinda wak.
And then seemingly doing 180 once he released it was also his problem, and when stakes was not only Deuckhun’s health but reputation also. I really wonder what reason Gwangnam used Deuckhun’s name. He will tell this us something, but he definitely have some other reasons.
When reading chapter it seemed like Gwangnam was acting cool in from of So-sos, and released wrath when culprit materialized in front of him. But im still leaning in alexithymia and saying he was himself in front of friends and psyched himself to acting and aura farming in front of new first years.
Thanks again for translation!
First he beinng ice cold to Deukchun’s injuries is reasonable from him. Thoy have both been beaten inch of their life in orphange so this is nothing new. But Gwangnam displaying indifference so bluntly front of others is kinda wak.
And then seemingly doing 180 once he released it was also his problem, and when stakes was not only Deuckhun’s health but reputation also. I really wonder what reason Gwangnam used Deuckhun’s name. He will tell this us something, but he definitely have some other reasons.
When reading chapter it seemed like Gwangnam was acting cool in from of So-sos, and released wrath when culprit materialized in front of him. But im still leaning in alexithymia and saying he was himself in front of friends and psyched himself to acting and aura farming in front of new first years.
Thanks again for translation!
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You have to consider as well the context in which he said those things, in the way that he did. Deukchun is on front him listening, and Volcano. He's relaying a message to Deukchun (who's still conscious and listening) to say, this is what happens when you weaken yourself with drugs, and no one will there to protect you when things go south fast. And I believe him on his morality that he won't use force unless peace in areas of his daily life, and friends', are jeopardized. Eventually, that encompasses all of Kana, so Killberos is a sort of natural conclusion (threats keep coming from different rotten places of Kana otherwise).
It wasn't as much about feelings as it was reasoning. He's concerned I'm sure, but won't break his principles. He'll fight when absolutely pushed to, not to just have revenge, and that's not really being a bad friend imo. Other than revenge or not, he didn't display empathy to Deuk to teach him a lesson.
Also, as you said appearances matter, that's a way of preserving peace. It's a preventive measure when others don't dare to act out of line cuz of your established past, so he wants to protect Deukchun's Mad Dog image, that even those outsiders heard of.
