This isn't a "get used to" thing.I literally yelled when I saw this update lol. I also yelled "NOOOOOO" when I saw Hirano slap and push Kagi away((((((( but I'm super happy that they worked it out and are mostly on the same page after their conversation.
I'm fine if Hirano never wants to kiss Kagi, but I'm not gonna lie, I still want it lol. It would be nice if they work up to it eventually, giving Hirano a lot of time to process so he can be comfortable with it.omg can you imagine Hirano giving Kagi a small peck on the cheek when he goes off to uni as a parting gift???? Aghdskekjejsjfjejej I'll die
I really resonated with the part about others having a crush me part. Don't worry I adore ppl writing a lot about the things they like.... The Passion maybe?lol... I wrote a lot as well. I was going feral whole last monthI have to say I almost went feral waiting for this chapter to drop (thanks for the translations!). This chapter was really well done, all the previous chapters building up to this one really paid off nicely. I'm assuming what we saw was a half kiss? (evident from the lines on hirano's lips). I'm glad that the author went fully in with Kagi's intention to kiss, showing that he wasn't really able to control his desire for Hirano especially after that last chapter.
It's obvious to everyone that Hirano didn't really slap him out of malice, but simply out of shock. We know that he loves Kagi and doesn't want to hurt him, thus him immediately feeling guilty and asking if Kagi was ok. But that face immediately after the attempted kiss...man. I really want to applaud Harusono-sensei's impeccable art and writing here.
As someone who is also aspec, knowing that people really wanted to do stuff like kissing and realizing it was totally different. If someone else had a crush, it was fun and exhilirating for me to listen in, but when someone had a crush on me, I was constantly questioning it because it felt unreal and I couldn't understand their like towards me. UHHHH all this to say, Hirano went through the attempted kiss and fully realized that Kagi does have different intentions when he says he likes someone.
Hirano contemplates whether to initiate the kiss this time (I think he's said before he doesn't mind certain acts if he's the one initiating), but then doesn't want to. I'm sure many people have talked about this before, whether Hirano would be open to certain romantic gestures such as kissing, holding hands, and other sexual activities. Hirano not wanting to kiss Kagi here can be interpreted as him feeling like its not the best time, but I personally see it as him not having any inclination towards kissing at all. He tells Kagi so and Kagi flinches a bit (poor boy). Maybe after some time, he would be open to it and they would take it slowly, so I'm really excited to see how their relationship develops further.
OK directly after telling Kagi that he might not be part of the norm who wants to kiss and stuff, we finally get a resolute confession from Hirano! We see his aspec-ness again in his confusion about the hugging "how is this different from last time?" and they talk about his aversion to the lower-back touch. Him getting mad at Kagi for making assumptions that he was uncomfortable with the touch clearly shows that Hirano is going out of his way to try things he may not inherently want to try, but instead are things that Kagi wants, so he doesn't really want Kagi to hold back on asking to try things out. Kagi says that he's a really sweet guy and I agree wholeheartedly. So their hug finally officiates their dating relationship status?? (I am so giddy)
I wrote so much but it reads more like a summary than an analysis lol. I hope my ramblings make sense. But I really loved this chapter, and Hirano's hesitancy towards things that people normally do while dating is still there, so I'm super looking forward to see how they're gonna resolve their difference in needs, especially for Kagi who keeps wanting to kiss Hirano lol. We've also been seeing Hanzawa come up a lot, and there's still that run in with Hirano's senpai, so I wonder if there's gonna be some form of plot thread there.
I get you what mean. I am on Aroace spectrum and a lot of us are suprisingly or understandably ( idk anymore) are not mad at Kagi at all.... Maybe because we get where he is coming from.. Even within the spectrum ppl are so different. For me I Hate ppl been interested in me... Ik it's not their fault but I don't know that I can be that repulsed by that.... I literally cried when I got confessed for the first time... because I know I can't return what they want of me and it's not their fault for liking me either... My regret would that I couldn't talk a bit in detail with them about why I can't date them. As for Kagi... I feel bad for him... Hormones and overwhelming emotion got the best of him.. he did something he is going to regret. As for Hirano's reaction.. I get him..he is so like me but I don't know how to explain because it might not make sense in a logical sense... I am too overwhelmed to even write about Mairuma this time lol."Dude, wtf was that?! Geez! Up in my personal space!"
Like being tickled out of nowhere when you aren't into tickles?
I don't understand aspec stuff, because I am not on that spectrum, so let me know if I'm off-base.
Little bold with heavier themes exactlyAaaahhhthhghfgfhhhhhh I love them so much :-((( <3 <3 <3 God this whole scene felt so real, the way they both had these split-second reactions stemming from completely different feelings (Kagi kissing Hirano out of joy vs Hirano hitting Kagi out of shock/discomfort) and then immediately feel equally guilty and want to take the blame for hurting the other.... I really love how considerate they both are, even Kagi who's quite impulsive and often acts before he thinks is quick to realize when he's done something bad. It's great to see healthy communication and boundary setting like this when so many BL manga just completely ignore those aspects of a relationship. I'm so glad and relieved that they talked things out right away and that Hirano was able to convey his feelings honestly, both the things he wants to and doesn't want to do, and that Kagi accepts him as he is. Having to compromise on something as significant as physical intimacy must be quite an emotionally taxing workload, but I have faith that they love eachother enough for things to turn out okay in the end.
I hope they're able to keep things steady now without many more misunderstandings and uncomfortable moments, this is such a good place for their romantic(?) relationship to start and it'd be lovely to see more cute moments now after SO many chapters of angst and perpetual anxiety lol. (Not complaining cuz I love every single chapter of this manga, it's just that fluffy times after ages of slow burn is the best thing ever to me and I would be sooo happy to see that soon.) Also the way Hirano confessed was the sweetest most Hirano-esque moment ever ughh ;__; I love him sm
Ik I literally just said I'm hoping for less angst but . I'm actually really excited to see if/when? Hanzawa decides to step in between them, he's such an intriguing character to me because of his whole "hey stop being gay" thing and I'm curious to see how this manga will handle it compared to Sasaki to Miyano, since this one is a little more bold with the heavier themes I think.
Thank you so much for the quick translation, this was a pleasure to read as always!!!
Hah.I get you what mean. I am on Aroace spectrum and a lot of us are suprisingly or understandably ( idk anymore) are not mad at Kagi at all.... Maybe because we get where he is coming from.. Even within the spectrum ppl are so different. For me I Hate ppl been interested in me... Ik it's not their fault but I don't know that I can be that repulsed by that.... I literally cried when I got confessed for the first time... because I know I can't return what they want of me and it's not their fault for liking me either... My regret would that I couldn't talk a bit in detail with them about why I can't date them. As for Kagi... I feel bad for him... Hormones and overwhelming emotion got the best of him.. he did something he is going to regret. As for Hirano's reaction.. I get him..he is so like me but I don't know how to explain because it might not make sense in a logical sense... I too overwhelmed to even write about Mairuma this time lol.
Well, SasaMyaa gets heavy with every coming out Sasaki has.Aaaahhhthhghfgfhhhhhh I love them so much :-((( <3 <3 <3 God this whole scene felt so real, the way they both had these split-second reactions stemming from completely different feelings (Kagi kissing Hirano out of joy vs Hirano hitting Kagi out of shock/discomfort) and then immediately feel equally guilty and want to take the blame for hurting the other.... I really love how considerate they both are, even Kagi who's quite impulsive and often acts before he thinks is quick to realize when he's done something bad. It's great to see healthy communication and boundary setting like this when so many BL manga just completely ignore those aspects of a relationship. I'm so glad and relieved that they talked things out right away and that Hirano was able to convey his feelings honestly, both the things he wants to and doesn't want to do, and that Kagi accepts him as he is. Having to compromise on something as significant as physical intimacy must be quite an emotionally taxing workload, but I have faith that they love eachother enough for things to turn out okay in the end.
I hope they're able to keep things steady now without many more misunderstandings and uncomfortable moments, this is such a good place for their romantic(?) relationship to start and it'd be lovely to see more cute moments now after SO many chapters of angst and perpetual anxiety lol. (Not complaining cuz I love every single chapter of this manga, it's just that fluffy times after ages of slow burn is the best thing ever to me and I would be sooo happy to see that soon.) Also the way Hirano confessed was the sweetest most Hirano-esque moment ever ughh ;__; I love him sm
Ik I literally just said I'm hoping for less angst but . I'm actually really excited to see if/when? Hanzawa decides to step in between them, he's such an intriguing character to me because of his whole "hey stop being gay" thing and I'm curious to see how this manga will handle it compared to Sasaki to Miyano, since this one is a little more bold with the heavier themes I think.
Thank you so much for the quick translation, this was a pleasure to read as always!!!
Oh, it's gotta be meant like that.Genuinely one of the best asexual love stories (even if not explicitly meant like that) I’ve ever read. Thanks for the update!!! They’re finally on the same page!!!