Yo.. this is the first time I've read a shoujo manga where the MC developed and then regressed in 1 chapter, first ch btw (I.e. she started off not aiming for a high tier university -> changed her mind and decided to aim for T university after meeting ML -> heard a small snippet of conversation of ML with some random without context (disregarding everything she knows about him up until that point) -> changes back to a safe university -> 4 years pass just like that.
I like that it's about a story of an FMC aiming for higher education. But seriously, sis. Even after 4 years in university, you STILL can't communicate??? Like did your social skills not develop at all? I feel so much pity for ML cause anytime he says anything worthwhile to her, she cherry picks it and assumes the worst.
Him: you're a really precious friend to me. I chose to become a doctor because of you. You are my savior.
Her: he only sees me as a friend
I must not inconvenience him. I don't want to hurt him or have him be in more pain because of me! Logically, I should suddenly start avoiding him with no explanation at all. Because there is no way any human would feel hurt by that.
Girl......... I hate FMCs like you. But I like the ML and I like the story.
I get it.. if she wasn't this socially stunted, we would have no story. But still, such cheap and unnecessary angst at the expense of character development.