I did experience my first genderswap character damage as a teen, from the anime Sakura Wars. The first time I watch the anime, in the opening/intro song scene, I fell at first sight for Kirishima Kanna & thought 'he's' so cool!!! But it turned out when she first appeared & talked, it broke my heart lol. She's a strong & handsome woman though so she's still cool in my heart. Years later I learned that I'm a pan anyway so it's cool to me no matter what gender I fell for anymore.