I know she suffered and wasn't thinking straight, but she learned a forbidden magic and was probably aware that the price to pay is something precious to her, and yet she used it and then regrets it, it's practically ironic.
I know she suffered and wasn't thinking straight, but she learned a forbidden magic and was probably aware that the price to pay is something precious to her, and yet she used it and then regrets it, it's practically ironic.
She was hoping it was her life - that she'd go down in a blaze of glory. Instead the spell killed her innocent countrymen, her city, and finally stole her name - while leaving her alive to actually feel and suffer the sadness of all this.