Ooof fuck, I'm lucky to be reading this version then, I don't think I possess the strength of heart to withstand reading that while immersed.Haha the novel version of this scene was even more brutal. Ji Youyan took a long time to visit Jing Xiu in the hospital and at last Jing Xiu had to ask if Youyan wanted to break up, and when she did Youyan simply agreed to it, seeing herself as inferior and not realizing that Jing Xiu thought the same way.