GOD the first half was so cute and hot, they're so hot
and then the second half was just heavy
Both halves are killing me, I love Jinju and Doyeon so much 😭
I'm so surprised that Doyeon brought it up so soon. She went from "its fine imma just hold back my feelings bc this is bad for me" to doing it in
another bathroom and confessing (altho it wasn't planned for them to meet in Jinju's apartment)
It's good that she communicated what happened and seemed apologetic. She at least understands her issues and is being open and direct with them.
I'm not sure Doyeon was apologetic about what she did. It almost sounds like she's confessing her sins. But I get it. She's admitting to what kind of person she thinks she is, to be completely genuine and sincere with Jinju, because she wants to be loved for who she is, not what others might think she is. But you might be right that, altho she didn't
literally apologise, admitting to what she did is a step in the right direction, like repentance.
And I will add that it's good that she admitted to it, bc hiding how you feel, being dishonest, being manipulative, any of that stuff isn't good for establishing trust in a relationship. I think this really shows to me that Doyeon's love, even tho she has personal issues to work on, is sincere and nearly selfless. That she really cares about Jinju and doesn't want to be underhanded with her if she can help it. Doyeon doesn't usually let herself be so openly vulnerable to others, so I'm glad to see it. It also makes it super fun and engrossing that instead of a misunderstanding or some super cute fluffy confession cliché, it's heavy and a really important conversation for them to have.
And I feel so hnnngghnn <3 so hard about the "do you love me" to "can you love me?"
Doyeon is anticipating that the answer could be no, but... she wants this so bad 😭. She's coming clean and revealing herself to Jinju, the vulnerability is so angsty and attractive to me
I gotta say, the wording in some of the dialogue confused me a little, it'd be great if someone could help clarify this for me

"I deceived you", which implies tricking Jinju. Uh, what part? The bathroom thing, what about that was deceiving her? Unless she meant their relationship in general, that Doyeon acts like a good girl but she 'takes advantage' of Jinju.
But then she keeps talking about the restroom thing so probs not in general
"using a reaction as an excuse, I did whatever I wanted." A reaction? What reaction?
that reaction? That she was angry?
"Because that was my goal. For you not to know my real intentions." By goals I assume she means the deception? What are her intentions? To "push her to the limit"?
Oh and I would remove the "for" in "you were genuinely freaked out [] the whole time", bc English is just weird like that. Sometimes you need extra pointless words for better flow, and sometimes extra words interferes with the flow. Can't really explain it beyond that :')
As well as, "anyone could come in and see [us] as any given moment"
"using [that] reaction as an excuse"