Reading the series has been helping my mental well being. Knowing someone else out there had a brother that created feelings of hate and love; both of them attempting to occupy the same space.
Chapter 19 translation could take a while, I'm in uni and have several other obligations as well.
Consider joining the scanalation team if you know how to use Photoshop.
ah. this manga is something beautiful in its own depressing way. i don't know how to feel about oshimi in this book, as it keeps flipping from good to bad. perhaps thats how he felt too