For the uninitiated, the 光/
hikaru in Hikaru's name (狼嵜 光) means "light", which is especially highlighted in this chapter's theme of "Light and Shadow"
Man this is heartbreaking, the main reason Hikaru wanted to transfer out is for Coach Sonidori's sake. At the same time, I'm relieved it wasn't because she didn't care about the people around her.
Wow, Rioh confessed, if accidentally.
beautiful chapter!! hikaru is soooo dramatic like yeah spending time jun yodaka would turn you into a emo. but i'm glad to understand her better now, she's a really good kid. dying to know more about her background, her biological family seemed terrible. i wonder if jun yodaka grew up just like hikaru except he never found people who loves him unconditionally like the sonidoris love her
Hikaru's family is definitely not terrible, especially not after they hired a reclusive retired prodigy Gold Olympian to be her coach so as to put her on a path to the Olympics, and finance it all too. "Lack of warmth" perhaps, but her background is currently one big puzzle and nothing conclusive can be said.
- This chapter Hikaru claims it was her biological parents who gave her her name
- And yet back in Chapter 7.5/Short Program 4, the Kamisaki family described her as an orphan before becoming their adopted child.
- Indeed during her debut in Ch 2, Hikaru says she doesn't have a mom
Also worth noting is that from time to time Hikaru is compared to a beast, in spirit to her animal motif (the 狼/
kami in her name means "wolf"). And in this chapter, if her claim about imitating Mrs Sonidori has truth in it, it gives me the impression that Hikaru is constantly "adapting" to her environment.
I have my own crack theory:
when Hikaru was an infant, her biological family took a trip to a snowy area but disaster befell them. Her parents passed away and Hikaru had to survive on her own in the wild. Eventually their family friends the Kamisaki found them, but the girl had lived in the wild for so long she's kind of feral and struggles to reintegrate into human society. Some time later after she's more settled, that's when she encountered Jun Yodaka.
Such a "vagrant" life would explain her animal-like tendencies (such as panning to her fangs), her different persona when facing adults, and why she didn't understand the weight of sacrifices (until now, when she finally parted ways with something dear).
We're bound to find out the truth eventually, but this chapter's shot of young Hikaru sitting on the Kamisaki Mansion's rooftop reminds me of young Inori by herself in the park, before she met Tsukasa. Both girls with an affinity for ice, but Inori always had her family with her (discounting her mother's disapproval for her getting into figure skating after her sister's accident)