this is diabolical. both all of the character and the mc mindset. basically, you just want to live peaceful high school life right? so why tf are you tryin to have spiderman and peter ahh two side life? that's way bothersome. why don't you just let it sink and tryin to take the lead of moment? neither this mc, and those actually pathetic loser mc. why tf they're all sharing the same braincell of tryin to drowning themself to what they actually hate? if you hate it so much, then control it. you know you can't escape society. you live on civilization that needs you to socialize. just do it in moderation, and tryin to gain control of every moment you had when you are in some sort of conversation or task