I've started to wonder if i could go back. Back to the old when i was still aboard the s.s kikuchi. i-i miss those days, i miss the good days, i miss the bad days, but most of all i miss the time i spent with my former kikuchi shippers.
I know this is what i deserve, that this is the path i laid out for myself it's something i deeply regret. something that i wish i could take but i can't. i am doomed to swim the deep, dark, depressing, no ship seas for all eternity.