Glad Numakawa recognized his pretense and started having a good time! I've had that complex sometimes when people come to visit Toronto. I want to act cool and calm in part because I want them to be confident that I know what we're doing and I know that we're gonna have a good time, but also because I want to seem cool myself... like oh wow this is exciting to you? This is the big city? Heheh, yeah, I get it, but this is all standard to me. I also worry that if I hype stuff up too much, it might end up disappointing (it is only Toronto lol) or maybe that I'm coming across as bragging (cause I live here and they're just visiting).
At the end of the day, though, the most fun is when I work past all of these complexes and just fully enjoy myself!