I think she is actually disgusted with him but the reversal from being molested with nowhere to run vs watching someone worship your waste while being scared to make any actual moves is doing a lot for her sense of agency.
she found a beta orbiter that isn't a deformed old man and basically has him under her thumb through his reverence and has easy hard blackmail on him if needed.
she found a beta orbiter that isn't a deformed old man and basically has him under her thumb through his reverence and has easy hard blackmail on him if needed.