It’s cool and frustrating at the same time to see Miyano’s relationship between his fudanshi side and the side that’s in love with Sasaki.
The only thing holding him back his his hesitancy to be in a “BL” relationship and to compare Sasaki and his relationship to a BL one. It really shows just how much Miyano cares for Sasaki because he doesn’t want their relationship to be superficial and cliched. It already shows how Miyano can’t fit Sasaki in any of his BL cliches and he doesn’t want their relationship to be a cliche.
Man, I love how much this manga plays around and breaks cliches. I feel like the mangaka knows the perfect balance.