I really don't get what I just read. The combat was really lackluster and more-or-less happened spontaneously for seemingly very little actual reason. What's more, I feel like the mangaka basically just like "we need to have our MC to have a sad, tragic life" so they decided to go w/ throwing in multiple instances of sexual assault. I'm also really not sure what they were talking about with this MC. They talk about how they're a man and want to be more manly as if they were born male, but the art doesn't depict that AT ALL. If they were a trans man that hasn't done anything towards transitioning beyond clothing, it would be one thing, but I don't even think that's the case with the fact that, if they really wanted to "be a girl" they already have all the necessary equipment! None of those panty shots indicate anything remotely close a male bludge, in fact, I'm fairly certain they're identical to every other female character in here, since there are so many panty shots here.
All-in-all, this is the classic cliche for these kinda series of just being like "draws a girl and then just say it's a boy" without actually doing anything to differentiate them at all.