Senpai is an Otokonoko - Ch. 106 - How Come

[MangaDex]

 

[OkamiLeek006]

This series is pure dysphoria juice, bringing back memories and feelings I don't wanna remember very realistic indeed

 

[Calfiphunt]

cute

 

[lfb]

I agree with pom. Mako is cute. 😆

Also, what's the thing Mako was looking at before the teacher yelled they're making curry rice for dinner?

 

[Trazel_Apeally]

This series is pure dysphoria juice, bringing back memories and feelings I don't wanna remember very realistic indeed

As one who seems to lack the clarity to recall such times, School Trips and the Boy Scouts for me are the most vivid and this chapter of Makoto's life does dredge up some of my deeper mud covered memories.

Bug Juice being my personal 'Currrrrrry RIIIIIICE' moment, and Makoto's "oh, so girls too-" is just...
~~I remember asking friends of mine when their breasts grew in because I was unknowingly confused why I didn't have mine yet.~~ The memories that cover my first decade have been more or less lost within my mindscape and can only be recall on off chance of things semi-forcibly ripping them up from whence they lay dormant.

Another detail that I recall from my own journey was the dread, and desire to shave, I felt when I first noticed my body hair darkening, and that's probably the moment I first noticed and started worrying about my gender identity (albeit I still honestly had no clue what I am/was at the time, so a moment where early knowledge was my crux). I can't wait to see what makes Makoto click personally, but this series is definitely getting my 'Hourou Musuko' award for making me relate too damn much.

 

[UnvalidUserName]

Seems like amongst the homies not only Ryuji would snuggle Makoto if they could
I guess that made Ryuji more self conscious and he starts avoiding him from now on.
I'm kind of confused why Makoto looked empty minded and getting tossed around the whole chapter.

 

[Hikineet]

Thanks for the chapter.

 

[Mr_Detective]

Another detail that I recall from my own journey was the dread, and desire to shave, I felt when I first noticed my body hair darkening, and that's probably the moment I first noticed and started worrying about my gender identity (albeit I still honestly had no clue what I am/was at the time, so a moment where early knowledge was my crux).

Levels of dysphoria:

Beginner -> increase in body hair, body odor even after bathing 3 times a day
Intermediate -> wishing to look like/be a member of the opposite gender
Expert -> male pattern baldness (you do not want to be here)

Anything else you want to add?

 

[Trazel_Apeally]

Anything else you want to add?

Soon approaching the end of my first 5 years on HRT and I feel absolutely fantastic, I still have bad days (everyone does), but at this point in my journey my mind is able to set aside dysphoric thoughts for the most part. If I don't sleep when I should, I can have them come back up, though even then unless it was a bad day overall it's not hard to only dwell on it for a moment and snap back to whatever I was doing.

On a personal note, watching the progression of Sirs and He/hims slowly trickle into Ma'ams and She/hers was interesting. I also still get the occasional "Oh, you don't look like a 'birthname'" which I always laugh at with joy, "Thanks, it's a pet project of mine." Some laugh back, others confused; I have noticed Looks afterward, but no one's ever done anything unpolite so I don't comment. Wrapping up for length; I could talk a lot about things I've enjoyed/hated over about my journey, but eh I'd rather be brief and urge you to-

... Expected to be out sometime after I stop working on it ...

 

[ThanOneDude]

Where is the next chapter ToT