This shit is so vanilla. They aren't even doing anything. "Holding hands and being naked in front of him with his eyes closed" how tf is that enough to make her cum? Let alone fulfill her "twisted" desires. He should have at least touched her and teased her more, he did nothing but be an anxious turd about it, asking her "anything I can do?" Bitch you've gone over this with her already, you said you know what she wants, just fucking do it.
"I want to mess you up" "Bring you down to rock bottom", then proceeds to blindfold himself and be a woose during the situation, basically doing absolutely nothing to fulfill her desires, but somehow that was enough for her? I thought she was a masochist? She likes being choked, bit, humiliated and hurt physically yet she came with the most mild mannered bullshit I've ever seen in my life.
Every single interaction is her taking the lead and the MC being anxious about everything when he acts like he's the best sadist the world has ever seen just moments before.
I like the story, I like the wholesomeness but the author needs to step it up. It's starting to become waaayyy to unrealistic for their relationship and needs.
On the one hand, there's a lot of hesitation from both of them, not necessarily in the form of the usual tropes, but still. There is at face value a lack of " development " or "progress" in some aspects of their relationship.
On the other hand, I'm reminded constantly by this series that they are kids, not adults with years of firsthand experience in the lifestyle, or even any with relationships and sex. Also, not every interaction has been her taking the lead, but she's been the primary aggressor, in part because she's "more experienced" so to speak. I don't know if it's fair to call it unrealistic, as I don't think they both have a concrete understanding of their own wants and needs, or at the very least they aren't confident or self assured enough to embrace them. I guess that's what I enjoy about it, the hesitancy and exploration makes for a compelling journey.
It's an interesting read, watching them develop and understand the multiple facets of their relationship. At the very least, it wasn't 300 bloody chapters waiting for a confession. It's refreshing to see the development and interaction between the two aspects of their romance, and how they conflict and complement at different times (without suffering through terminal plot armour preventing an actual relationship starting).
Just some food for thought.
As ever, thanks to the translation team.