That's My Atypical Girl - Vol. 2 Ch. 13 - Saitou-San Observation Diary

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I'll probably start dating again someday.
I'm not doing monogamy again, though.

I'll keep my fingers crossed, everything is a trial and error, we benefit from our experience even it was a failure just need to know what went wrong and make the best of it.

 

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...need to know what went wrong and make the best of it.

I suppose I have a support network, now.

I'm shocked at how much of a meek, self-hating, beaten dog I have become.
I forgot that people can be kind, or at least what kindness is.

When I was living in my van in the freezing cold the only thing making me happy was helping the other (numerous) homeless people.
People were appreciative, and helped each other a lot in general.
I thought it was just that we all knew what rough times were like, but there were a lot of people willing to help (but the systems in place aren't designed to actually help people, so I ended up making a drastic move across the country. Texas, of all places!)

There really are kind people in the world that will do a lot for you.
You have to be willing to let them, and that can be hard.

See also: this manga.