The MC, she's.... honestly pitiful. As we learn more. Her actions are shit at times, no doubt, but she's messed up mentally because of her past and, honestly, that piece of shit emperor doesn't help things :\ but he's an idiot.
I realize that her childhood was probably traumatizing for her and she wasn't treated well. I know that she's so aggressive and violent because that's the only way she thinks she can accomplish things.
But isn't she maybe going too far? Does a terrible past really justify everything that she's done?
I understand that Eon is someone extremely dear to her, but isn't it more of an obsession than love? When she said that there was no reason for her love for him, I felt that she mistook a lot of things for something else. When she saw Eon smile (and really did he even?) that small bit of kindness she had received was mistaken as love, an emotion that is wholly different.
She's honestly a pitiful being. And yet though I pity her, I am also often frustrated with her actions.